i feel i haven't done a thing for christmas yet. >_<
it's so odd, feeling that i am the one who should be in charge of our family's christmas celebration. last year my parents came home and yeah, we helped with decorating, wrapping presents, but my mom was Supreme Commanderâ„¢ with the whole preparation deal.
i only remembered we had to decorate yesterday, when our helper was already hauling boxes of decor from the bodega.
i said, "okay, i think we can decorate now," then did some work on the computer, and then i came out and the tree was up. =.=
i feel like such a scrooge, concentrating on work, not having time to shop for gifts, ignoring carolers, ignoring notices from our community that a christmas party is to be held on such and such date. >_<
i'm taking a very loooong leave after all my work is done, i swear. then maybe i can celebrate christmas properly.
it's so odd, feeling that i am the one who should be in charge of our family's christmas celebration. last year my parents came home and yeah, we helped with decorating, wrapping presents, but my mom was Supreme Commanderâ„¢ with the whole preparation deal.
i only remembered we had to decorate yesterday, when our helper was already hauling boxes of decor from the bodega.
i said, "okay, i think we can decorate now," then did some work on the computer, and then i came out and the tree was up. =.=
i feel like such a scrooge, concentrating on work, not having time to shop for gifts, ignoring carolers, ignoring notices from our community that a christmas party is to be held on such and such date. >_<
i'm taking a very loooong leave after all my work is done, i swear. then maybe i can celebrate christmas properly.
mood:
distressed
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